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Saturday, July 3, 2010 | 0 kaus kaki ketinggalan
Hey guys. I know I haven't been updating because I was really really tired everyday. I didn't get enough sleep and now I'm struggling with my studies. Monday and Tuesday were visits to my grandparents in KL. They were hospitalized. ): And my grandpa got final stage of liver cancer. He doesn't have much left, about 3-6 months.. He knew that he was going to leave this world. But he didn't expect this coming so soon, he still thinks that he would have years. He knows, he's leaving. None of my family members didn't told him he's got this much time left. All of us didn't told him because if he would have stayed unknown, the confidence level would not drop that much. And he still might be happily living and life would drag more than the months expected. Grandma went through an operation. Her backbone was pressed on the nerves. Causing her hands to shiver and then numb. In which she would not be able to hold anything. Her operation was successful, with a titanium implanted to hold the bones. After returning from KL. Went to school and helped out a little. Slept at 4. School at 9. - Wednesday and Thursday Wed for interview and review. Then went to drink and eat with my friends. Firdaus, Clement and Ayus. And we chatted till quite late. Hahha. Thur for Vanessa's birthday. (: Then went to drink and eat. This time with Mus, Ayus, Clement and Syimir. Same... Stayed till quite late. Haha. Slept at around 3 for both days. School at 9. - Friday was because I went out with my secondary school friends to sing. Karaoke session. But the place. Is totally horrible. Well, the price of the place says it all. SUCK big time eh. Slept at around 2. School at 9. - Parent guidance seminar. Woke up at 7. OMG. Then did the notice board till 2100+. - This tells you how tired I am. Z. Well. LONG POST! Still, I wanna say something before I'm off this page. I'm really upset. For the notice board, my design was not really liked by people. The shirt design, people said its ugly. This seriously upsets me. I know my personality. I'm a WOO person. A person who wants people to be by my side. Because I (should) have the capability to draw them towards me. But, this had proven that I had really failed this badly. I felt so useless. Like I'm not really meant for this. Everything was not on my side. Argh! Dammit. |